y nobody noe wat i thinking? i also dun wan lyk that de..... y things will turn out lyk tat? sld i really get away with this thing ? can i really do that ? can i really be so determined ? i really very tired le..... so many years what i did was juz 4 them..... sld i really think 4 myself now ? i really dunno...... wat sld i do? i am really very tired ...... can i have a big rest ? can arnot ? i really dunno wat to do in future..... i have nobody to tok 2...... who will be the 1 that noe my heart n noe wat i am thinking ? nobody.... hu can i tok 2 ? when i need help, hu will be there 4 me ? huh ? nobody..... i am really very tired.....